Sunday, May 14, 2006

hope you'll read this. =))

firstly, i hope you know i'm really sorry about the whole thing. i deeply feel bad about it

but please hear me out. well, i didnt not forget about the promise we made. in fact, i have never forget about anything we promised. trust me for that. really. you know that your not just a normal friend to me right?? as in, we are friends that gone through something most friend didnt go through?? get what i mean?? which makes me treasure this friendship more. i hope you know about this. but apparetly, we aint that close ever since school starts. and that's quite saddening. of cuz, i understand that we both have busy schedule. you have band and i have netball to handle. but this must have kept us too busy that we forgotten that we have not been touching up with each other. agree?? we promised to keep each other update about each other's life. but we forgot about that too. I'M SO SORRY ABOUT IT. AND I'M NOT SAYING FOR THE SAKE OF SAYING IT ONLY. I MEANT IT.

so when you told me that you know about the incident. i was really shocked. because i did not know that you still aware of what's going on with my life. which makes me feel really bad. i know your hurted that i did not tell you about this. well, i didnt really intend not to. the thing has ended for quite awhile and i'm still recoverying from it. the whole thing happen too fast and it ended fast too. which is why it's quite a misery to me now.

well, i hope you wont feel so bad. this is really one struggle to me. i hope you understand alright?? i realised that this is the second time we so-called quarell. i hope this is the last time. i still love you my dear friend!!

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